A New Beginning

yes.. i know.. its been such a long time... *sarcastic*
so much has been happening... i wont bother u with the gruesome details.. or the sappy ones either...

Its sunday.... ( technically it is ) 2:30 am... yes.. as u have figured, I'm still awake.. plz dont ask why.. coz i have no idea.

well... things have finally taken their toll on me.. and I've finally stood up and am not going to let anything take charge of me or my feelings.. I'm going to stop drowning myself in work.. stop running away... and I'm going to stand my ground. I'm going to discover the woman inside me.. release the true potential that i have.. seek the talent i know lives somewhere deep inside in the darkness.. where i have carefully locked up for so long... embrace free time and spend it just breathing... *inhale.. exhale*

there are soo many better things to life than being overworked and un appreciated.. life is too short to sit there and ache over somthin that u cud do nothing to change... i refuse to let myself fall into that again...

here i am... feeling like a huge burden was lifted off my chest... one less thing i have to complain about... one less thing i have in my life that xhausts me to my core.. that devours my every thought...

I've done it... I'm free... I've quit one of my jobs.. the more demanding one.. the one i dont feel appreciated in.. the one i am no longer happy at. ( yes.. i ache to think i will leave the kids.. i will truly miss them ) but its not about THEM anymore... its time to put ME first.

Its time to spread my wings and fly...




PLEASE.. Pay a visit to my deviantart page.. and visit the wonderful artists that i have featured in my journal in tribute of letting go and flying away...